That last entry didn't really mean it was the end of LJ for me, y'all. Sorry that ended up causing some confusion.

I'm back at school. Well, I've been here for a week and a half now, but I've been busy having a social life again ... after a summer full of 56-hour workweeks (half of it at an unpaid internship - I loved it, but grrrr to lack of money), I finally have enough time to pay this some mind and attempt to catch up on my friends list.

Hell of a lot of stuff has happened, even just since I've been back here. Been having the time of my life for the most part, but a lot of it has been overly emotional. Old friends, new friends, classes start tomorrow and I don't feel like sleeping yet. I'm continuing to be rather confused about ... well, everything, down to the fact that one of my force-register classes has mysteriously disappeared from my MyUB sched the day before classes start?! And it's the ONE class I absolutely NEED to take this semester or else. Fuckers. I need my VisCom back.

Starting to realize that maybe I don't know what I want because I'm not quite sure of what's out there. Maybe one of these days I'll let go of everything that's holding me back and let someone in, at least a little. I could use a chance, at this point, a new chance. Maybe one's on the way already, who knows. A friend told me tonight maybe I'm doing things out of order - and that may very well be the problem. I wouldn't mind backing up and trying it over ... gotta love the unexpected!

Anyway, I've been in a completely giddy mood since I've been back home. Fate seems to be on my side ever since 2 AM on Saturday morning. And although a few things may be a little fuck-ed up, all's well in the end, or so we hope. I'll be around.